Friday, November 5, 2010

Surgery: Part 2

Hello friends.  I fully intended on writing this blog last night, but I will be honest, I was completely worn out.  Yesterday was the "big" surgery for Shannon.  We were both a little more anxious on this round.  We knew going into this endeavor that there were risks involved.  Anytime you work inside the brain, it can be risky.

The day started pretty good.  We were supposed to report to the hospital at 7:30 a.m. and his surgery was supposed to begin about 11:00.  Shannon was Dr. Shanks second surgery and apparently the first surgery ran a little long.  They didn't actually take Shannon back to surgery until around 12:45 p.m.  I think the added time waiting, made us both a little more anxious.  Shannon said he really wanted to be the first patient so he could be in and out and not have to wait.  Sometimes, we don't get everything we wish for.  Dr. Shanks came by to see us before the surgery and was kind enough to let me know he read my blog.  I was a little dumbfounded and impressed that this Dr. had time to sit and read my thoughts.  I guess Shannon and I have made a good impression- or at least that's what I'm going to believe.  

When they wheeled Shannon back for surgery, one of the nurses asked him what he did for employment.  Shannon explained to her that he was a Christian Music Entertainer and she asked him if he knew "Amazing Grace."  He quickly replied he definitely knew that and then she asked him if he could sing "Page 370."  To which Shannon quickly replied "Victory in Jesus."  Anyhow, Shannon never turns down an audience, so he sang for the nurses and staff before surgery.  I think they all knew what Shannon did for a living and they were just testing him to see if he was good at what he did.  I suppose they figured that out.

This is where the endless day of waiting began.  To pass the time, I wrote a blog.   After I finished that, I played what felt like about 6,247 games of Solitaire on my phone.  I anticipated the surgery to run a little long, but I definitely didn't expect it to last 5 1/2 hours.  The only updates I got throughout the whole surgery was that surgery was still in progress and everything was going well.  Somewhere around the 5 hour mark, I got antsy, nervous, etc.  I think for the most part, I was mentally and physically exhausted at that point.  

After the surgery, Dr. Shanks came out to meet me.  Sometimes by the look on someones face you can tell when something wasn't exactly quite right.  I knew by the look on his face that there was something, I just didn't know what.  Shannon is a very complicated person.  He is extremely sensitive to the touch, has these crazy responses called "vagal" responses where he will pass out if his body senses anything weird, etc.,and he's been known to have a panic attack or two.  Basically, during the surgery process, every single weird body thing that Shannon has, happened.  At some point during the surgery, Shannon's blood pressure shot up extremely high and his face drew up.  Dr. Shanks was concerned that there could have been a stroke during the surgery.  When he came out to talk to me, he let me know that Shannon was down having a CT Scan to rule that out.  The brain is very complicated and sometimes things happen that the Dr.'s can't explain.  This was basically one of those times.  I am grateful to tell you that his face is back to normal, and there was NO stroke.  I didn't release this information last night because I didn't want to scare anyone if there was no reason to.  But, this explains why we got to stay in ICU last night instead of a regular room.  Dr. Shanks wanted Shannon to have a little extra supervision, just because it would make everybody feel better based on the days events. 

I will tell everyone that Dr. Shanks said he got great responses from Shannon during surgery.  Did I mention he was awake for the whole process?  They did numb him where they were working, but he was not under anesthesia.  It did take about 4 times more numbing medicine that what it takes a normal person, but what do you expect, it's Shannon we are talking about.  So back to the responses, when they put the stimulating probes in yesterday, they do turn on the generator to try to see where is the best placement.  Dr. Shanks told me that they did see many positive signs when they turned the generator on.  One instance was in Shannon's hands.  He said when they turned everything on, his hands relaxed quite a bit.  I am so thankful for that. 

We had a long night last night, with frequent wake ups, but all in all I feel rested.  I know I will definitely want a nap eventually, but I don't feel exhausted like I did last week.  It excites me to know that we are 2/3 of the way through with this process.  Next week will end the surgical process.  We have waited for this day for so long.  I am extremely optimistic about Shannon's future in the Dystonia world.  I think after it's all said and done Shannon needs a t-shirt that says "I kicked Dystonia to the curb!" 

Hopefully, I will only have to update you a few more times regarding this dumb Dystonia and then I can get back to my more fun, entertaining blogs.  Until then....

Thursday, November 4, 2010

While Shannon's in Surgery

While Shannon's in surgery today, I decided that I would pass the time by writing. 

Today's surgery will consist of the surgical team placing two probes somewhere in his brain, but not just anywhere, they will be going deep into the brain.  Today they will keep Shannon awake so that when they get the probes in, he can give them feedback regarding how he is feeling.  The probes are intended to be placed in the part of his brain that is causing his muscles to be in distress.  He will be asked to solve simple math problems, perform basic fine-motor skills, and so forth.

I made a mistake in my last posting about the hospital Shannon is at.  He is at Norton Hospital Brownsboro.  I am just as impressed on my second trip here as I was the first.  One of the nurses told me that they are working on earning fleece jackets by getting good survey feedback.  I think they all deserve new cars. 

Shannon was a little more anxious today than he was last week.  I completely understand that, because I was too.  I wasn't beside myself, but all morning I've had a pit in my stomach and felt the sudden urge to cry.  I'm not a crier.  I am such a hard person that I can't show my emotions.  I'll learn, but for now I'll blame all that on my Dad.  He's hard too. 

Shannon's Mom and Aunt will be coming to town this weekend to visit and help with Shannon.  I don't think he will need much help, but I'm glad that his Mom will get to spend some time with Emme.  I also have a group of friends coming in this weekend, so hopefully with his Mom here, I can go and visit with them.

Emme's been a bit of a challenge in the last week.  She's definitely getting closer to 2, and it's no secret!  She is a very independent child and she learns really fast.  A few nights ago in the bathtub she started singing, "The Wheels on the Bus..." and I just looked at her like, "what the heck, who taught you that?"  That's not a song that we have pulled out of our hat yet, so, I was surprised that she already knew it.  Emme will sing ANY song and is happy to sit at the piano anytime, audience or not.  Thankfully, it looks like she has her Daddy's love for music.  Scarily, it looks like she's got a little of her Momma's personality.  I mean, I know I'm great and all, but....it took a long time to get here! 

As far as school goes, I feel SO out of the loop.  I was at a Conference Monday and Tuesday, worked Wednesday, and now I'm out Thursday and Friday.  I was particularly sad about missing school today because I am missing the Wilson County Olympics.  I selected an Olympic team and they went today to compete against other teams from our county.  My Assistant Principal, Nick Nance, was kind enough to take them for me, but I sure wanted to go.  Speaking of school, I was very thankful for dinner from my Principal's last week.  What a kind gesture. 

We are also happy to be joining a new church, Joy Church in Mt. Juliet.  We have been members of Cornerstone Church in Madison for 5 1/2 years, and we loved it, however, the drive was merely impossible with a baby.  Other deciding factors were we wanted Emme to be in a church where some of her peers would be.  We also wanted to be in a church closer to our own community so we could help and worship with people from around our area. Joy Church is very similar to Cornerstone and the Pastor, Jim Frease, is a hoot.  I have thoroughly enjoyed the services.  Emme must be happy with the nursery, because she walks right on in when we get there.  What a relief!

One last update, Shannon is getting ready to record again!!!  I'll leave all the details for him to disclose, but we should have new product by the first of the year.  I can't wait!

Thanks for reading today.  I'll try to update again tonight, post surgery.  Until then...